i cannot believe how long i have waited to blog. i used to have the excuse that i had no camera, but my sweets bought me a super amazing camera that i love; well he keeps saying it's for the family, but i think it's mine. i just have to say that i have a whole lot of blogging to catch up on. however, i wanted to write tonight about my husband and how much i love him. he is playing a show tonight (drumming) and i am without him. it's good sometimes to have time away even though i miss him terribly when he's gone. it's like i just don't know what to do with myself......but in a good way if that's possible. we have been learning so much about love and sacrifice and commitment lately, forgiveness and grace. i can't imagine what my life would be like without him and i am so darn in love i can't stand it! so i just thought i'd put him first in line of all the blog writing i hope to catch up on soon. i love you more than you'll ever know Joel. i can't wait to see you tonight...i've missed you.
